My Love Letter

Love,

Today is the 7th of November. Currently it’s already 10:07 in the evening. You must’ve known by now that I am nocturnal because I will be bothering you with calls and texts while writing a blog entry. I hope you could keep up with my messed up body clock: keep me company during dreamless nights, and to keep me smiling on boring sunny days.

I wanted you to know that during this time I was thinking if I’ve already met you. Were you one of my close friends or just one of my many acquaintances? Have we been in a single classroom? Have we been at the same concert? I wonder when could all these questions be answered. Answer me when you read this. Write me a letter. You must’ve known by now that I love letters. Send me one when you read this.

Maybe I already know you. Maybe I’ve already loved you, not only once, but twice. Maybe we were not yet ready for this that’s why we can’t happen right now. But don’t worry because we will. Now, we are.

If ever you’re not him, fear not. I must’ve told you about him already. I hope you didn’t mind when I told you. Telling you that is far from hurting you or making you jealous. Telling you that is part of my honesty. It’s part of opening myself to you, spilling my insides, for you to know me deep. You must’ve known by now that I don’t keep secrets to the ones I love. And I love you.

I hope you don’t get surprised if I cried on our first kiss or the first time I said YES. You must’ve known by now that my tears are really shallow. I cry for dead cats in the streets, I cry when watching sad movies, I cry when hearing a really heartfelt song. But most importantly, you must’ve known by now that I’ve waited on you for so long. And now that you’re here with me, I was just really happy.

I want to thank you for loving me. I may be different with the other girls that you have dated before. I want you to know that I will never forget the awkwardness of our first date. I’m sorry because I wan’t taken out by a guy on a date before, and it was hard for me to react. You must’ve known by now that you are my first, and of course, I will say this without any hesitations, my last.

I love you. You will only be the one. My God’s best. I will never ever fail to thank God everyday for giving you to me. With Him, we will be different from the others. We will be the best couple in this world, ever. We will conquer everything, together. We will never falter. We will never…end.